Well it wasn't now I just didn't know of a good subject heading. Well anyway for those of you who all remember my little episode the other week well the cut is healing well but what still gets me is the fact that it wasn't just a simple cut it was a suicide attempt, I was ready to throw my life away and hurt my friends and family, I still cannot bileive what I tried to do but in the end I did and know I feel good, I know it sounds bad but I do its like this fog has been lifted off my mind and I feel like me again, but I know it won't last long.