@-jimi- Actually, now I'm wondering if there was ever something really going on, or if I'm just a highly sensitive person whose also been sexually abused and as a result was very fragile about other people's perception of himself... I don't know though. Like I said, I'll post if I get any test results.

Also, just for info, check out my thread on Fiona Apple. Can you relate to her, or at least what I wrote, at all? If so, I'm wondering if you, her, and I all have a similar thing going on. If so, I'll probably develop a career out of looking into it and trying to solve these problems for the future which would be great! lol :P