Yeah I managed to find the charger last night, so the phone is charged up with the numbers in it. I think I can at least manage calling the farrier today.

So far today I have got out of bed, crawled to the computer and thats it. Breakfast seems too overwhelming again, Im about to cry but dont want to start so early cos once I start I dont stop for ages.

My boyfriend, on finding out I had called the crisis line to help me have my morning meds said thats it you are going to hospital, but then somehow back tracked on that and Im still home. He still thinks I need a few days away.

I just dont want this weekend to be ruined by my mood.