I can totally understand what you're going through! All these therapists, doctors are all in it for the money. These people and insurance companies have no idea what we go through, just to get by day after day. I just went all the way to my therapy session today, just to find out that my therapist was out sick! Not even a phone call to let me know, so that I didn't have to trek all the way down there. I feel with you. I know what it's like to want to give up, I feel that way most days.
But hang in there, there's always a light somewhere.
Chin up