Hi ((PhoenixRain)), welcome to PC and the PTSD forum and newer complex PTSD forum.

I am sorry you experienced these challenges are are now struggling so much recalling them and finally sorting through the emotional challenges that present with this process.

Yes, there are other members that understand how complex it is to love family yet need to find a sense of safety to talk about your complex challenges that you are now trying to address in therapy.

You may want to take some time to read some threads in both this forum and the PTSD forum as well so you can see the kind of things different members struggle with that you can most likely relate with.

Also if you want to add anything you have learned, all support is welcome.

Again, ((Welcome to PC)))
OE