My interview is tuesday for the new job. I'm hoping I get the job. I've been looking for a job if I'm not asked to return in July. I haven't been able to find any jobs. There's nothing right now.

To top everything off, I have a physical on wed. I'm also having an echocardiogram wednesday as well. This is my first echo. I've had EKG's in the past, but they want an echo this time since I had the hypertensive crisis last month. I'm so stressed out right now.

Rachel has been going out and shopping like crazy. We came home yesterday after being gone for hours shopping. Our H asked what we got? I had no clue, all I knew was that we spent $90. Rachel spent $100 the week before on clothes and the week before that it was make-up. And the biggest kicker of all is a new car. We don't know if we'll have a job in a few weeks and she goes out and gets a car. She knows how to work our H to get anything she wants. What am I suppose to do? I don't have any control over anything right now. I'm just really stressed and losing it.