In Nov my dr changed my meds by upping my prozac & taking me off abilify and putting me on seroquel. By the end of Dec I was doing the best I have ever in my life been.

Then came Jan and I fell apart fast. I just keep slipping more and more into a depression. I haven't left my house or cleaned it in like a month almost. I am living in filth. I can barely get out of bed to take a shower.

yesterday was the worst and I wanted to just curl into a ball and cry but I couldn't cry no matter how much I wanted/needed to. So I began cutting myself.


I see my therapist Wed but idk what to even say to her. I feel like nothing is working. I don't understand how one moment I can feel like the best in the world and now I am at my worst? I am spending so much money on doctors and medicine and it is doing nothing.