I have reached my breaking point too. My car accident did not help. I need a break badly. I feel so old. I cried last night for the first time in decades. I do not know what to do except bear it out until I have a break from all of this,
So, what I am saying is that you are not alone. We will both get through this difficult time. I just know it!

Hang in there!
PS: We are both not weak. We are survivors! And we will succeed!