Thank you It's so great to have PCers who understand how huge and gut wrenching this is For me. Nobody in my real life sees this as a big deal, like I'm switching dentists or something.
I deliberately phoned him the night before seeing T2, so I can work through the pain with him today, although I still feel incredibly numb. I know that's masking a world of pain. Just hearing his voice last night was so soothing, how can I lose that?