I just get a horrible feeling when I really think about it.. I mean, I've confronted him about all of this and he just got disgusted and defensive. Out of the over 15 times I've caught him looking at porn 13 have been mature.... They spend way more time together that. Me and my boyfriend because I am doing things with my life and am pretty busy and when we do have time together, there she is... This is my.first serious relationship.. maybe I should just say f it.. hard after all we'be been through. Am I crazy for suspecting something fishy? I just feel like I need to KNOW for sure.before I make a.big hurtful painful decision like.that based on assuptions..