Hi I am new here I am a full time stay at home mom and have been through a lot I have been diagnosed with bipolar depression I have anxiety and panic attacks I have been struggling to stay married my husband is fed up with me my mood swings are out of control I am constantly agitated one minute I'm happy next minute I'm yelling and then crying and can't get out of bed it's a constant roller coaster ride my marriage is falling apart I want to be a good mom it's so hard living with this disease I came here to get some understanding and help and advice nobody can understand me I feel so alone and feel like a freak nobody understands what I'm going through so I came here