Hi I am new here I have been diagnosed with bipolar haven't started my meds yet due to breastfeeding my son I am weaning him if I don't start soon I could lose my marriage my bipolar is getting so out of control I have constant mood swings my life Is a constant roller coaster I need support I need to talk to people who understand what I'm going through my husband doesn't understand me I don't even understand me sometimes I'm up and down constantly agitated I can't sleep almost every night I stay up I have to take sleeping pills and such if I want to sleep I just am so desperate for help and support that's why I joined I am hoping to find good advice help and support here it's hard to sleep when my mind is constantly racing