I am seeing my pdoc tomorrow and I doubt he agree to me being discharged. My Mum, who would be the 24/7 carer, doesn't want me discharged either as she knows I am unstable. I don't really have a choice but I am thankful for the care and support. I just panicked today as I felt trapped; that is always a difficult feeling fore me to manage well. Realistically I 'only' need to manage this experience for another week then, all going well, I will be able to discharge with my doctors approval and less anxiety for my Mum and boyfriend.