My career has been so up and down (and it's had some really good ups, but that was some years ago now) and I think I might have finally just washed up. Trying to forge a career as a freelancer and earning hardly anything even after a year. My condition makes it so hard to get out of bed and pitch for work and in turn not getting work makes my condition worse. I've given up on myself. I just wanted to earn a living but I guess I'm not a functional or useful member of society. Anyone else felt like this?