Justy,

It is with great relief I have just read your explanation. Your posts did read as if you had od'd tonight.

Thank you for clarifying. I was worried. I know that I often post cryptically as my brain forgets that not everyone else out there knows the backstory or details that I leave out of my posts. I sometimes reread some of mine and wonder how anyone made sense of them at all!

I'm sorry things are as hard as they are.