It's time. I want to move on from this.I want to get better. I am sick of this running my life and taking up so much time and energy. I want a better life for myself. I want a chance at making the things I want (not things that are forced on me or taken away from me) happen.
I want to move past this - the loss of my ex t, loss of my job, the suicide attempts... I'm done going over it all. I just want to move on. I know I've done some bad things in life, and I've had some bad things happen. I've had some things happen to me that were cruel, abusive and unfair. But I still survived and I still believe I deserve a shot at having a good life and reaching a few of my hopes dreams and goals.

So how do you let it all go? How do you start over? How do you move on and move past everything?