I am just coming off a manic swing and my doctors changing all my meds. With the changes and some problems with lithium toxicity, I'm feeling exhausted and really sick of fighting. My support people know that my meds have gotten mostly straightened out now and have figured that since the crisis is over that I am ok with handling myself again alone. I needed so much support the last few months that I want this to be over as much as they do. But for the last 2 weeks all I feel is that I need to pretend to be ok to keep them. So I pretend to be ok and make up stories to tell but I feel like I have nothing in common with anyone. My lack of motivation has turned into not bothering with anything. I know that it is probably just post-manic crashing and I am talking to my pdoc on Fri.