Thanks everyone for the support once I start my meds I believe it will help a lot I am gonna start today my family is really trying to be supportive they think it's time I'm gonna pump it out till there's nothing left and substitute formula for now it's best for everyone in my family for me to fix my problem so I can take care of my son hopefully things will get better once I start my medication I'm kind of nervous bc I never have tried it before something's definitely had to change I have to help myself to be able to help my baby and keep my family together