Hi Velouria,

It is not a natural (stable) state of mind to want to throw yourself in front of traffic. Did you feel this way when you were taking medications? If you don’t want to take your medications and you are feeling like you may be out of control, even though you feel good, then please talk to your doctor. Your doctor would be able to tell you if your medications can cause withdrawals. Also, talk to your family and friends as they can tell if you are your natural self. Sometimes we aren't aware when we've crossed the line.