Mood is a little better today although I still have the very specific thought about SH and I cant get it out of my head, not even out of my dreams. I found my partner had disposed of my razors but if I was desperate enough I could find some. But I dont want to be. Long day ahead now. Chemist, pdoc, then visiting my mum for the day. Feels full on to me and the SH thought comes back. First challenge is breaky and meds....