In this hospital, on a unlocked ward in Australia, I am allowed to use my computer phone which has unlimited internet access (from my network provider). If I was on a locked ward it would be different. Here, we are only not allowed to use our phones during groups.

I am going banana's in here. Like run away from hospital banana's. I will see my pdoc in a few hours so I just need to hold on until then and hopefully he will have a better option than staying in this room. The room I am in is right next to the de/construction site so perhaps a move to the other side of the hospital will help. As I am unstable I am not allowed out on leave. I feel trapped in here which is really triggering PTSD stuff making the situation worse. I am very panicked. Hold on a few more hours I keep telling myself.