I have been dealing with bipolar my whole life I always new something was wrong I was diagnosed about a year ago I am going to start my mediation tonight I'm excited scared nervous how it's gonna change me but hopeful I am hoping it changes me for the better and works hopefully it does and I can save my marriage and live everyday life without struggling so much and without having all these up and down mood swings and lashing out at my husband I treat him like the enemy but bipolar is my enemy I am going to fight through this! Wish me luck