Your not a bad person....depression can make you feel like your a bad person...pushing away everybody...the core of your existence....make you think that everyone would be better off if you were no longer here....worst of all...nobody understands how you feel.....what your thoughts are...heres the good news...people on this site understand what you are going through.....so ask questions.....let it all out...trust me...we know how you feel....best of luck...arti