I started grad school last month, but did not tell my T, and I'm not sure why, exactly. We discussed my getting back into school--I asked her if she thought I should go back- and she said it isn't really a yes or no question, that I have to think about what I need to do first in order to make that happen, that I need to be mentally well etc etc.
It's probably just in my head, but I feel like she doesn't think I would make a good therapist bc she keeps pressing me for alternatives to what kind of job I would like to do besides being a therapist, what other degree interests me?
Even though she knows all I've ever wanted to do is be a therapist.
Her opinion matters to me so I feel a little discouraged, but at the same time I'm already in the program, and trying not to let these doubts about my ability to suceed get in my head, bc then I'll make my fear of failure come true.
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