Justy,

You *do* matter...and there are lots of folks here who care so much for you, and know how hard you are struggling to get better. Many of us know that place, where it feels like it's too hard to keep trying, and giving up is the only option, but it's not true. It is *SO* worth it to keep trying, because there is something better there for you.

Please don't give up on us, and definitely don't give up on yourself. You are worth more than you can imagine.

*hugs*
Jo