Still awake. So i developed this schedule. Schedules don't work when your mind is on other things. Like, I'm supposed to lay down. Oh, O.K. 9:30 i should be settling down. Additional meds if i'm not asleep by 10:30. Nonsense. Taking a drug that basically forces me to lay down to avoid stumbling. If i wasn't on this med, i could just stay up and not be tired. But noooo i must conform to this societal norm of sleep regulation in order to control an already-on-my-way-up-before-I-was-late-taking- head-meds--and- missing-sleep-meds mood. This is stupid. Still awake . . . And . . . WIRED!!