I have straight A's too. Same thing. I'm losing the friends I've made in the first place.

I hope you don't do suicide. I hope you live on. I'm just kicking myself in the butt to be motivated to live. My life is still being controlled by my mother though.

Today I knocked on my door and no one let me in until i was already waiting for 15 mins. I felt unwanted and worthless but I can't put that on anyone. You're boyfriend seems to care. In the end, do you want to emotionally scar anyone how had the least association with you?
Do you want to scar them so badly that they become like you?
Suicide messes people up in the head, seriously.

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