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Originally Posted by artichack
Your not a bad person....depression can make you feel like your a bad person...pushing away everybody...the core of your existence....make you think that everyone would be better off if you were no longer here....worst of all...nobody understands how you feel.....what your thoughts are...heres the good news...people on this site understand what you are going through.....so ask questions.....let it all out...trust me...we know how you feel....best of luck...arti
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Originally Posted by afeelingd
I have straight A's too. Same thing. I'm losing the friends I've made in the first place.
I hope you don't do suicide. I hope you live on. I'm just kicking myself in the butt to be motivated to live. My life is still being controlled by my mother though.
Today I knocked on my door and no one let me in until i was already waiting for 15 mins. I felt unwanted and worthless but I can't put that on anyone. You're boyfriend seems to care. In the end, do you want to emotionally scar anyone how had the least association with you?
Do you want to scar them so badly that they become like you?
Suicide messes people up in the head, seriously.
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Thank you so much. I feel like there's no escape and that's why i still contemplate suicide, but that's right, i don't want anyone to suffer that much, and i know deep inside they'd feel guilty about it, even if now i feel like they wouldn't care. What's more, i don't want to try and fail, which living with my parents is most likely to happen. I don't want anyone finding my body.
But also, if i don't do it, it just doesn't feel like living anymore, it's like a limbo in which everyone lives and progresses and i get stuck in the same place without any type of exit and no one notices i'm behind them. And they tell you "move on". How can i move on if i don't know why i'm like this? Move on from what? Myself?
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