Oh i do reach out all the time and get comfort from you all. you're all so patient and understanding and lovely - my angels, but there's only so much depressing crap you can take from one person.lol. i love you all dearly, i wish you knew how much you have all helped me each day. i've tried sleeping, and actually, although i didn,t i feel better. maybe it was because i was listening to all my fav music.

the knot in my stomach has gone at last and i feel quite chilled out for 4.09 am lol.

love you all, kerry xoxoxoxoxo