Thank you so much. I feel like there's no escape and that's why i still contemplate suicide, but that's right, i don't want anyone to suffer that much, and i know deep inside they'd feel guilty about it, even if now i feel like they wouldn't care. What's more, i don't want to try and fail, which living with my parents is most likely to happen. I don't want anyone finding my body.
But also, if i don't do it, it just doesn't feel like living anymore, it's like a limbo in which everyone lives and progresses and i get stuck in the same place without any type of exit and no one notices i'm behind them. And they tell you "move on". How can i move on if i don't know why i'm like this? Move on from what? Myself?

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