Today I have my last appointment with the community mental health team and psychiatrist.

Long story short, they really haven't done anything for me at all, I am worse then when I'm started. They are going to offer me some more therapy (which hasn't been working as I've had 5 different therapists in 5 years, this will be the 6th).

I'm starting to believe nothing can really help me, and I should just disappear off. I keep trying and trying to get treatment, but nothing at all seems to work.

I am having counselling at uni, but this is more just a kind of check in to see if I'm ok. Which I haven't been for the past 3 years, on and off.

I think that maybe there is just no saving me.

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