Hi Swaggy-

Welcome to PC. I don't mean this to sound smart assed, but if you are worried that you are-you probably aren't. Sociopaths don't experience guilt or worry about other peope's feelings and never understand the concept of love. And who doesn't have murderous fantasy's?

I could tell you about things I used to wish on my abusive husband but I'm not allowed to talk about violence in here.

PM me and I'll tell you about a site that might help but I don't want to mention it to the general public.

Time to find a good therapist, sweetie.