Mast, I think writing it all out is a good idea too. It's really hard for me when I'm mad at my t, and writing about it does help for me. Sometimes I even type my anger out in a HUGE font on a word doc and then looking at the humongus letters makes me laugh and I start to feel a little better about the situation.

Ugh. I need to talk to t about my marriage. I know what she'll say, too. She'll say it's about time I'm seeing what she's suspected for awhile. Even though she says she doesn't know the dynamics of my marriage, she'll ask me questions sometimes about my relationship with h that clearly indicate she has more than a clue what is going on. It's so dumb because a lot of the time we're going along fine and there's.... no.... um... wait.... eureka moment... when I'm feeling lousy about myself everything is great for him, he's 'the man'; but he feels threatened or something doesn't he, when I am filled with my own power and feeling strong and I have been lately, so last night when I mentioned that stuff about work, he felt compelled to show me that I was wrong so he could feel better about himself or something. Ugh.