Woke up this morning feeling a little more depressed, tired and wanting a break - - from what I don't know. Forced myself to go jog/walking and take a shower and feel a little more human.

I'm bummed out because I managed to spend so much money that I don't have enough in my checking account to pay my cell phone bill and will have to ask my husband for the money. I just hate this not having a job and not being able to contribute as much financially to the marriage effort.

Today I go volunteering at the museum, AA meeting and grocery shopping. the usual fun stuff (rolls eyes)