My doc upped my dose and I feel so sad, I can't find the energy to get out of bed. Sometimes my baby whines to play, and I need to change a full diaper, my baby is hungry. Thinking about video gaming and making coffee helps. I am terrified of applying for jobs, even though I'm a grown adult. Like all the other jobs, I have a problem commiting to it. I'm under pressure to be a good mom, clean, work, and take care of myself and I can't do all this. I just want to stay in bed