Maybe you should see a doctor or something. In this reality, you may have a chemical imbalance and maybe if they help out with it you can stop having these thoughts weigh you down.

I think maybe you should see someone for help. I had these thoughts when I was little and getting bullied but I had no choice but to live on. Now my situation is better but the feelings linger. Maybe you should try getting away from your life now and finding something that makes you feel at peace.

Best wishes.

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