Where do i start.....First of all on anight when i felt desperate I found PC. The first person I spoke to was Ray and she made me so welcome. I have never looked back. At first I was nervous and didn't really want to say too much as i have a trust issue. Then Cajun managed to drag my story out of me and I have never stopped posting and griping and moaning since. I do try to support others and Ive learned a lot about myself, as in I like to be liked by everyone and it's not always possible, so i've learned to let go in some ways and not let it bother me.
This place is full of all different kinds and ages of people and it amazes me how much support there is i have had nothing but love on the days where i have been so low, someone is always there with kind words of support. In a nutshell I dont think I could have managed this long without PC and for you all I am grateful. the mental health team in the uk are terrible and I have started my therapy here, posting, opening up, and maybe tht has helped make it easier for me when i see the pdoc on june 18th.
I have nothing but praise for Doc John and all the moderators and administrators and of course all my wonderful friends.
I feel this is a safe place and I spend far too much time here (lol)but until i get a pdoc and after, i will be here for support and to support. Love you all.

jinnyann xoxoxoxoxox sorry i can talk the hind legs off a donkey as we say in england.