i dont know how to "classify" an issue i have.
its not skitz or anything but basically ive convinced myself of an alternate reality. BUT I KNOW ITS NOT REAL. but its basically consumed me and i forget that these people are only my mind and i really have to remind myself. then i try and think.."ok WHO AM I?" and i find it really hard coz i keep thinking of these "alternate realities" where i have different friends (which dont exist) and everything, NEARLY a totally different life, but its still me?

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can anyone relate ?

ive never told anyone before and now i feel like a total idiot for telling complete strangers.