not much sleep....3 hours, maybe.....breast is killing me. am searching for the right surgeon and am getting discouraged.......it's the surgeon mindset that i keep running up against. you know, it is my body and my decision......i will a few painfree years.........

i guess i could ask for a stronger painkiller. and i may just do that. a friend is sending me something that he no longer uses and if it will help the neuropathy.....i'll be so grateful and will then get a script here. i hate being "doped" up......

just NEED some sleep. the body can't go on without the healing of sleep. i need that "down time" in the worst way.

help!!!!!!!! xoxoxo pat