My doctors have told me I have "bipolar elements." I have no official DX.

Do you think meds can make you aware of how you are?

I also seem to have gotten worse, getting older.

It wasn't until last spring that I started questioning whether or not I might actually be bipolar. Up until then I was adamantly certain that I had MDD with psychotic features. But that DX doesn't explain a lot.

I just don't know if the meds made me worse, or if I got worse.