This was unusual but he did forget I believe and his schedule is not open...I think because he just had a week away. I was disappointed as I am working hard and had depended on that weekly support and work coming up. At the end of the meeting he said ...see you in two weeks.. like we were going back to that. I said ..did I say something wrong? He said no..but I told you that it would take me time to decide. I said... you told me last visit that you would now see me every week unless I regressed...for several weeks. He did not remember but said I can not see you next week but after that we will make it every week.

Next time I am making it first on the agenda. Hearing it at the end was rather difficult but I did say what I needed to say so I am pleased with that.

The pain and emptiness is rough. Trying to fill a bit of it.