I feel like an outcast. I was sheltered as a child. I wasn't able to experience social situations. I didn't have a friend until like 4th grade, moved schools, and never talked to her again until here lately. I have only like two friends now and my cousin is like my best friend. I feel like I'm awkward in social situations. I have bad anxiety and that's why I'm on Buspar. I feel like I get on people's nerves all the time. I just want someone to talk to, but I feel like a weird people out.