I guess I am doing better. I have continued to work because I own my on business. I groom and board dogs. I guess the hardest thing is greeting clients like my world is all togther and it really is not. One more day and I have 3 days off. I want to just sleep but I bet that is not going to happen because I don't sleep good any way. But if I'm a sleep I don't know how I feel and that is a bit of peace of mind. I guess it will get better when we totally don't have to contact each other any more. I groomed his dogs yesterday, which they were out dogs and he gets mad because he has to pay. Then, I tried to take care of some of the stuff in the divorce papers and I can't do some of it because he still has my name on the bills at the house he is living in. I called and explained this to him that he needed to take care of this and he yells at me and is very ugly. This is reason I left anything can make him mad and it always got taken out on me. And my T Dr. Just says life is hard. I am about ready to tell him I can tell my self that for free. Lol Not really, I wouldn't tell him that. I just want to find A hole and crawl in it. Thanks for the comments. I'm just going to try and take one day at a time. Hopefully time will make me feel better.