When would one who is manic be put into the hospital? My mania is getting worse (in the eyes of my family) but for me it is just getting really exciting. Tonight my mom and I literally grappled on the floor because she was trying to keep me from going outside. I want to just go for a walk, even though it is 12 at night. I don't see a problem with it as I am invincible and feel great and just want to burn some energy, but no, I can't. They just want to hold me back. I am starting to worry that I will be readmitted and I will fight if I am. I don't have to sleep or eat anymore. I am seeing hallucinations, but they aren't terrible. I feel like I am on top of the world and that I can even fly if I jump out of a window. Why does everyone want to stop such wonderful feelings?
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself.
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Med cocktail:
Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg
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