Welcome to Psych Central (PC). Sorry to hear you are feeling depression and anxiety. You are looking for a caring nurturing person. I don't blame you because we all are. But sometimes we confuse our need for nurturing with our need for a companion. Do you have a therapist? This is something a therapist can go more in depth with you.

Keep in mind it is felony in most states to have a relationship with a student under 18 when you are a teacher. You may find that by stalking her you freak her out. You may be putting too high an expectation on this one person. Be careful.

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