Last night I felt the thoughts coming strongly, so I slept. Made for some really bad dreams. Now I feel... blah. Don't tell me I only get a few days relief from depression... I want a break... so many stressors now that I can't afford to be depressed....

Better do the dishes... but meh... maybe I'll have cereal with a fork... I've done worse... the dishes can wait... I have lots else to do today....