I was adopted but came to realize that my biological mum was exactly like me. Grew up seeing her every week but no one ever told me she was my mum til I found out in my late 20's. To me she was always sort of an "oddball" and she was really funny without even trying to be. And everyone used to laugh at her bec she was just plain funny. I realize now that I'm older that I'm exactly like her.

Throughout the years, my circle of friends have always been ones with an odd character too. It's like I attract bipolars, autism, schizophrenics etc and I always wondered why - Just have a fun time hanging out with them since I find comfort in them (maybe I am one, I don't know).

I don't have a bad temper and if I get angry I just prefer to sleep it off or cry a bit. I have so many things inside my head but when it's time to express them, I can't seem to find the right words so I just tend to be quiet around people. Even when I'm walking alone, I tend to imagine so many things like there's a movie playing inside my head, it's weird I know. I like romance etc but in real life I can't just be romantic, I feel awkward but in my head it's all played out so well. Also I'm almost 40 but act like a 20 year old and prefer hanging out with the young ones. People my age scare me since I really can't relate with them or they tend to be so serious where as I am not, I'm the jolly type. I get sad sometimes, but not to the extent that I'd like to kill myself ... no. I dread multitasking. More often than not, I take things literally and have to ask the whole world if my understanding is correct.

Does anyone know what I could possibly have?

Also, I find comfort in sleeping a lot that most of the time, I can't do anything because half the day I spend in bed.