i definately think you need a hospital stay to stabelize. you sound really stressed especially about the wedding, like someone mentioned you don't want to make a fool of yourself by breaking down at a wedding. i am even sure if you ever had to explain yourself about not being there just even tell them the truth and say you were too stressed. you have a lot going on. i also know what it is like to get behind on housework, i worry about it every day and it is great your partner helps out. my husband gives me alot of help too. well i hope you feel better soon!!!