What would be so terrible about calling your T even if it's only for the connection? As far as the parts, it doesn't sound weird to me because my T and have done IFS which is about different parts of your personality. It doesn't mean you have DID. Sometimes a part wants something very badly, so if it's not dangerous, listen to that part.

Are you afraid your T will think you're silly or weak for calling or is that what you're telling yourself? I know some people say to wait it out but my opinion is "why torture yourself"?