My parents won't stop trying to destroy me. I stay away from them as much as possible but they will talk about me behind my back to anyone they can. I am 47 years old. I ran away at 16 but my parents have continued to try to destroy me. Now they spent a couple of months with my children and have told them lies about me. I left home as a teenager and met have been with my husband since I was 18. He is very jealous and will wake up in the night to yell at me for things he dreams about. He is all I have though. I hate going places alone so I need him and it works out well since he doesn't want me to go anywhere with out him. The only problem with that is he doesn't like to work so he wants me to support him. He get very angry at me for not having money. I have had tons of jobs but he always gets very jealous and I have to quit. Then he gets mad because I don't have money.
I recently inherited some money and I gave it all to him. He bought himself an expensive truck and has been paying our bills but he still is mad that I won't work. He also sold my car so I would have to take the bus. I have a lot of joint pain from the work I do so I find it impossible to walk outside anywhere in the winter. When this money runs out we will be homeless because I can't am in too much pain to work at a job he will let e get. I am not to do a job unless it is physical work or he thinks I am being a *****.
My children are grown. I used to talk to my daughter about the problem with my husband, but she had him arrested for hurting me. I was terrible and just cost me more money. I quit discussing these things with her but my husband still calls her when he is mad and so no she only gets one side if the story. Now my children will not speak to me because of the lies my husband and parents have told them about me. I have no friends, my husband does not allow it.
I am not going to leave him I have tried many times and it is impossible.